Woo ADSL2

I've joined the ranks of Uber geeks today as my ADSL2+ finally started working.
Shame on optus for only allowing their ServiceNET to work with IE. I couldn't agree to the terms and conditions via firefox under linux I had to get the lappy out to agree.

But once I did that it works. My modem now says I'm connected at 11Mbs!!!

Woo to fast Internet.

Thats all, just a quick gloat!

Virtual Nursery

Well I've gone and out geeked myself by uploading a video of our nursery. I don't do any corny commentary on it, just a quick 360 around the room so you can get an idea of it.

Here is the video:

Almost There...

For those of you who have been keeping a vague eye on my slow painful progress through uni will be almost thrilled to know that I have my last undergraduate (yes yes I know) exam tomorrow.

This will mark the end of 14 years of suffering (minus 6 years in the middle where I wasn't actually at uni) for something that takes most of us only 3 years.

So I'm slow and lazy, but you all knew this anyways. I mean how long does it take me to organise a simple BBQ ?

So, with the well wishes of you all behind me (or something) I will embark tomorrow on the last wrist straining nerve wracking exam I will have to do for a long time ( until I start my CCNP that is).

I'm looking forward to not having to look forward to the next assignment test or exam. Yay and three rounds for my sanity.

Of course, for some parts I have actually enjoyed the learning process and for a while there entertained the idea of doing a Masters, but I fear that other new developments may take over my life and the idea of study may seem like a distant memory to me.

BTW, for those of you interested, I don't find out if I have actually qualified for my degree till after 19th of Dec so here's hoping I managed to forget all about it before then.

Talk to you all soon.

New Blog

Greetings,

I have decided to fork off my geek stuff from my other insightful views on the world. Now my geek stuff (which would normally bore the hind leg off a turkey) is on a seperate geek for those who follow such interesting things to read.

http://nurdland.blogspot.com

Enjoy.

Nursery Complete

Yep, we've done it. We now have a complete nursery and 3 months ahead of schedule!! We picked up the cot and change table yesterday afternoon and assembled them last night. They look lovely. I might just go and take a picture for you all so you can see how it looks. Well I have just run into the bub room and taken a picture of the furniture that we've now got. In the picture to the left you can see the cot in the corner and the change table next to it.
For those that are keen next to the change table is the poo containment device and then the pram at the far right.

Then for the picture at the right you can see our tallish boy with the toybox sitting next to it. Bonus points for those that can spot the cool little green lamp that was only $8 at bunnings!

So that's out little bubs room for those that wanted to know. Yes there a more interesting things to talk about, but this is our life at the moment so that's all we have to share for now. We'll keep you posted on things that are happening!

Later.

Bub Stuff

For those of you that don't know, we are expecting. Whilst that in of itself is exciting, it is a long wait which can stretch on a bit. 9 months is a long time!

But lo, what being pregnant is really about is buying lots of new things. That's the exciting bit to tide you over until your life is turned upside down by that noisy bundle of joy!

So, today we recieved word that the rest of our bub furniture has arrived! We're so excited! Something new to play with. Something to pickup, lug up the stairs and assemble. Then we get to admire it from all angles and then dress it up with stuff.

Though sadly, it is almost the last thing we've had to buy for this bub (so far that is) . No more big purchases until they get a car!

Well ok, I'm sure there will be some small things in between but hey, they're not as exciting as big things that require assembly.

Anyways, I know I've been quite of late, bugger wise and all and I hope you all miss me!

I will post more often as baby stuff comes along 'cos that's really where the exciting stuff is.

Talk to you all soon.

1. This is a test document. I wanted to see if this interface is any better than the one they had before.
2. It's not that it wasn't functional over at writely but it was slow and that's not what I expected from google. But this seems good and fast and nothing seems
3. to be slowing me down. Which is a good thing.

Hunted

I was head hunted the other day. Out of the blue. Talked about the role...offering more significantly more $$$ than I am on now.

So yes I was interested. But then he mentioned the travel. And I guess to some people that would be a bonus for the job but for me (and us) with a child on the way it's just not viable. The travel would have been 5 times a month in Canberra, twice a month interstate and twice a year overseas. I mean it sounds nice but really with a kid on the way I don't think that's the way to start.

Besides I'm really comfy where I am . Which I guess means that it will be a long time before I go anywhere. I mean I just can't imagine this degree of autonomy. I like running my day how I see fit and persuing what technical improvements I think would be good.

This job has a mix of everything I like, freedom, geekiness and stuff to play with. What more could you want? Oh and it's close to home.

Does this sound like I'm trying to justify staying put in a job that I've been in for over 6 years? Yes it does? Well , I guess that's what I'm doing. It's not all about the money.

Well there you have it. Only the second time I have ever been head hunted.

Ego

I was thinking the other day about what makes us do things. What motivates us and drives us to suceed. I find myself now rather blessed with ambition something that years ago would have seemed alien to me.

Yet I do not know how I got here exactly and it's strange to think that I quite enjoy this side of myself.

So, I was given to thinking these things and came to the conclusion that it all comes down to the ego. I have one, you have one, most people seem to have them. It really is a matter of how much we let our ego's influence our thoughts and actions.

When it comes to me I have to admit that I have a healthy ego but it is this very health that lets me think that I will do well. By believing that I will do well I end up with ambition to do well.

Does that make sense? These thoughts are just coming out as I type so I would expect not a lot of sense.

So you see I have a desire to prove to people that I am smart and that by being smart I will go places. From spending too much time at uni to never getting anything finished I was furnished with a measure of guilt that I have wasted my time that I have left things too late.

But now, with ambition brought about my ego I feel more and more powerful. I feel like I can pull off anything if I just let my ego drive me. I feel like I am a force that can reckon with others on an equal level despite my brain (which has always seemed like a hindrance).

Yes, it's a ramble. It's random thoughts but do you get what I'm saying?

By having a healthy ego (sometimes a bit too healthy) I am able to say to myself, yes I can do that, yes I am _going_ to do that and I desrve to do well.

I like my ego. I like me. And that's where I want to be.

Oh, and I love my wife and our little bunny.

Over and out.

My Piano

Yesterday I had my piano delivered out of storage. It had been there fore over two years since my parents sold their house and I didn't have room for it in my unit.

But the storage company is no longer doing storage and so I had to move it somewhere. Turns out it fits nicely in my garage and still leaves room for the car! So woo there.

The thing that got me most was how it felt to have a play on it again. It's obviously been over two years since I've played it and most likely since I've played a real piano at all.

And oh how I miss it. How different it feels from an electronic keyboard no matter how weighted the keys are. There is just some extra character that comes from the mechanical-ness of it all.

Whilst I was having a brief flitter over the keys (yes my fingers still worked!!) one of my neighbours wandered past and commented that it sounded like someone was playing the piano!

What an obvious thing yes but I guess you don't expect to hear pianos in garages. She commented that perhaps we (as in people in general) would hear more of me. I was quite happy by that comment. I am so used to people telling me to stop playing, or be quiet or such things. Like the sound of a piano is annoying or such.

Well, I'm looking forward to having the occasional tinkle on it. Working out my frustrations in music I think is the best therapy one can employ!

Thank you for listening.

Respect

It's an interesting word. Yet how does one get it? I've been thinking about that over the last few months and haven't really come up with anything useful.

I mean sure, I know what I respect. Friend of mine running his own business, I respect that. I'm sure it's not easy, and there is no rest. But he's out there following his dream and you gotta respect him for that.

Or perhaps someone who has a big boat or house that you can look up to and say , yes you've obviously worked hard to get these things. That's gotta be worth respect.

Or perhaps someone who's had to endure coming out to his friends and family. I mean that's got to be the hardest thing to do. I respect that. I can't ever imagine having the gonads to pull that off yet he has.

Yet none of this helps me get respect. I mean how do I get respect? I don't have money. I have little time to gather significant wealth markers. I don't think I have any dark secret that would justify anything near the respect I have for someone coming out.

So what is it that I can do? Perhaps I can just lead a life that I am not ashamed of. Look after my wife and raise my kids as best I can? Does that seem like something worthy of respect. Despite being an all too comon thing that many many people have done before me?

Ok, if you agree with me that this is worthy, then why does it seem that there is so little respect going around these days? What makes someone think that respect is gotten from having a fully sick car or a concealed weapon? Where did our values get so warped to think that these things warrant anything?

I continue to wonder about how afraid we are and how little we respect each other. I am worried that the things we do sway others against us.

So there is nothing else I can think of for this post. At least I have unburnded my soul to you all and now you can ponder the same questions that I have. Won't that be nice!

Duff Man

Get in sync

Get in sync: "Posted by Brian Rakowski, Product Manager

What could be worse than forgetting to bookmark the obscure page you found that maps out the perfect walking tour of Venice? Having bookmarked it on the computer sitting on your desk back at home, 6000 miles away, instead of on the laptop you brought along. Or how about the frustration of being on a new computer and not remembering your passwords because your browser on your old computer automatically filled them in for you?

These sorts of frustrations inspired us to build a Firefox extension that keeps your browser settings for all your computers in sync. Google Browser Sync unifies your bookmarks, history, saved passwords, and persistent cookies across all the computers where you install it. It also remembers which tabs and windows you had open when you last closed any of your browsers and gives you a chance to reopen them. We think you'll enjoy how it handles sync conflicts and 'just works,' enabling you to bring your browser with you everywhere.

Meanwhile, we've also been improving version 2 of the Google To"

Loosing Touch

I felt a bit sad on the weekend.

Let me explain why.

On the weekend I was at a gathering of friends. At this gathering a long time friend was there with a new girlfriend. At least that was what I gathered. This is all cool and I'm happy for him but I felt like and outsiding coming into that situation which apparantly everyone else present was aware of.

And these people had known her also from previous times which I wasn't aware.

I guess I was feeling like I wasn't really part of this group anymore. I know this isn't really the case, these people are still my friends I've just not recently made the effect to hang out and do stuff that friends do.

It's all to easy for me to blame other things like distance and time but these are people that all willing to give up these things when call upon for me so I don't see thats really why.

Perhaps I feel these people no longer have time for me that I'm no longer important to them. But I also feel this is not the case.

The truth is harder than that. To be honest I'm just lazy. Sleeping in is better than getting up and doing things sometimes and doing things at home is better than going out and doing things.

Thus I end up doing little and going no where to the result that I don't see anyone (bar my lovely wife) and don't keep up relationships with the people that I would want to.

It's a sad thing when you loose touch with your friends. Things change yes but that's no reason to give up on your friends. It's all to easy to be lazy and not make the effort and hope that they don't do the same to you. If they do then it's all over and your left on your own.

So to those of you out there, I dont mean to do this and I want to change things for the better but sometimes life doesn't make it easy and sometimes we're predisposed to think of ourselves first before others.

So hey, I'll be looking to visit y'all sometime soon. Just you wait.


--
The Duff Man.

Some birds I met

What do you think of this pair? Both of them giving me the eye hey!

This is a photo I took ages ago, can't even remember when, out on my balcony one day where I found about 14 of these beauties on there hoping for a feed.

Of course I just took their photo and lef t them there. I mean I don't know what they were thinking looking for food at my place.

This was of course before I got married.

Just a little bit for you all. 

The structure of life

I often wonder what drives me to such different ends.

Ok I must explain. Often I am driven into a cleaning frenzy at home (or even at the office) which to me is out of character. Other times I am driven to lazy boughts of TV watching.

I feel like I am torn between the structure and routine side of life and the free form, do whatever kind of living. Yet I am at a loss to find a balance. Is there a balance? Am I talking total twallop?

I don't know. I just know that there must be a happy medium in the middle with just enough lazing around and just enough routine and order to make even someone like me happy.

I guess if we had choice we wouldn't do anything? Does that mean that it's choosing between what must be done and what is nice to do? Work and Play? Enjoying life and just getting on with it?

I guess our internal happiness depends a lot on how we feel about our lot in life. If there were no play and all work then you would tend to get depressed surely. If there were no work and all play I could imagine you would get bored quickly.

Work gives us a sense of purpose.

Play gives us a sense of selfishness.

Makes sense to me.

Climbing at last

After many a stressful leadup I finally convinced someone to come along and climb with me last wednesday night. I was surreal for the first few minutes then it was business as usual as I attempted to beat my boss into submission. Unfortunately he won doing a few climbs that I couldn't do. Then again he downgraded on a couple too.

I guess in the end it's all fair.

Just thought I'd tell you all that. For those of you that didn't make it well I'm always keen on wed nights (for at least this semester).


Ryan the climb nazi.

Dilbert in the Flesh

For years I have been looking for this to appear in Australian stores...

Imagine my surprise then when I found the complete Dilbert Series at JB on DVD!!

Yes this is the cartoon version of Dilbert!! Only ever aired briefly on 10 but now I have all of it in my grubby little hands. Yes and it's all good.

For someone who reads Dilbert every day this is a goldmine. I'm already through the first disk and onto the second but I should really get some work done.

My Little Bushfire

We had a nice scare yesterday when a bushfire started around 5pm out the back of our other building. Burnt all the way up to the carpack out back. Firies where there till 7am this morning dealing with it all.

Smelt like a bushfire when I got home. Haven't been this close to a bushfire in ages.

In the photo you can see the logs that you would normally park your car against. These were smouldering this morning.

The building to the right is our building. Not very far away really.

Oh well, thought you'd all like to know.

My Google Pages

Well in case noone knows here is my google pages.

http://rruckley.googlepages.com/

Very exciting but at least I will have someone looking at it. Even if it is me.

I will also link to it via the links at the side.

Thanks for watching my channel.

Neighbourhood Grrr

Lying awake in bed last night, I was listening to an argument breaking out across the laneway. I couldn't help but think about what it is that brings people to this point where they are so agressive towards one another.

If we hadn't of closed the window early on you could have heard what it was they were arguing about but you could certainly here the doors being slammed and things being thrown (or at least that's what I imagined).

I couldn't help wondering if it is a certain type of personality that takes people to this point. Or perhaps its an intelligence thing. All I know is growing up I learnt confrontation avoidance from my dad. I now never want to get anywhere near a conflict even when perhaps I should.

It's a hard questions to answer as to the appropriate level of anger. My answer for a long time has been that no anger is appropriate, that anger is a symptom of lack of emotional control. But I know how that this is not the case. I'm learning but I'm still not understanding.

I don't want to slam doors and throw objects at people yet I don't want to completely avoid confrontation either.

Grrr. Does that help?

Just around the corner

Peoples,
So I've been watching these units go up from since when it was two federation houses that I was upset about. I guess Sydney needs more space for the more people and who'd want to live in any house right next to thousands of units...

What do you think then of these? Worth as much as a 70s 2 bedder but pretty spic inside, yet only single bedder. If only we had the money to invest it would be kinda cool.

Just been thinking about future options and stuff thus the real estate posting...

http://www.hamiltonandco.com.au/cgi-bin/csrch/csrch.pl?tmpl=details&col=2&c=68957454&tm=1143093462&&f=12&p=4&tot=30&t=res&st=&propid=103060727

Have fun!

Uber Geek

I should point out that I've added another page and more content to my google page. Not that its really important...but hey I'm trying here.

http://rruckley.googlepages.com/

Google, what can't they do?

I've just whipped up a simple homepage with Googles new page creator site. Nice interface and all that jazz that you've come to expect from Google. Makes you wonder what they are going to push through it? Online adds in your own site? My blog already has google ads in it. Not that that earns me any money.

Check out my page anyways. Its here somewhere.

Another cool thing (not that I own any shares) is the http://finance.google.com site. I can get info on all shares that interest me. Slick interface again and I like the news links into the graph. Very nice idea.

Anyways, I'm just sitting here at work waiting for the coffee machine to start working.

I can see my (sisters) house from here!

Well ok it's been a while but something just got my attention:

Google has a UK maps now (well they must have for a while but I didn't know about it!). So first thing I do is look up where my sister lives!

Some of you may have even been there before but here is the map reference anyway:

http://maps.google.co.uk/?ll=54.545086,-2.954249&spn=0.047198,0.084286

She lives past the end of that road to the left of the town. Isn't that cool? Yes its remote but it's very beautiful out there. Makes me wish I could afford to go back and visit!

Well there you have it. Something exciting for almost hometime!

--
Ryan Uber Nerd.

Total Arnie

For those total sci-fi geeks out there I finally laid my hands on a copy of Total Recall after many years searching. Finally get to recite two weeks ad nauseum. Ahh the bliss of it all...I even had a promise from my wife that she will watch it!

I can finally rest in my DVD quest now that I have this spot filled. Sure there are other classics out there...Blade Runner or or um, well I'm sure there are more.

Needless to say I think I've had enough tea for today.

Are we afraid yet?

I've just been sitting here reading about all the furour over the infamous cartoons of some certain prophet. You know what? I'm almost sure that most of the people out there that are up in arms have not seen these cartoons and are only looking for reason to decry the wrongness of western society.

I'm sorry but that just pisses me off. I mean really I've always thought that Australia was a multicultural place. Meaning of course that we have lots of cultures in little pockets, none of which mingle.

This isn't totally true, there are lots of cultures out there that don't have a problem with each other. Its when one culture says to another, I'm better than you therefore you have to do things my way, that the trouble begins.

Ok, I've already said enough. I don't think me adding to the debate is really going to do anything but geez, to quote a famous movie, can't we all just get along?

Are you all still there

Ok, as you can see I'm getting bored with this blogging thing.

My issue is that it's a one way medium essentially.

Well ok it is for me. Noone comments on my posts so I have to assume that they are not interesting else noone reads them.

Well what can I do to make them interesting? I don't know. Perhaps I'm not interesting inherantly and thus can never make an interesting blog.

Of course my ego says otherwise and thus I'll keep plugging away at it and see if it gets me anywhere.

The other more real excuse of course is that I simply don't have the time to pour my brain out into this place once a day. I should make time but work is one of those things that takes your time away without every saying sorry.

So here is this meta-blog entry for you to think about.

On other news, I'm almost up to date with the Pottering. One more book to finish and I'll be part of the club!

Looking forward to blurting out crap in the near future...

Hello Peoples

Sorry for not blogging for a while but just been feeling a bit off.

When I get sick its rare that its bad enough to knock me down and out it just kicks me down a notch. Thus for the last week I'm sure I've had something, being really tired slightly sore throat but its just not enough to stay home from work.

Yet at the same time I'm just not feeling well enough to splurge on a blog entry.

Sorry for those of you that hang on my every word.

Better luck next time.

Easter Already?

Has anyone else noticed that since christmas is all but over the stores are pushing out the next run of goods...easter eggs!!!

Now I would have thought that the cost of having these eggs on shelfs for two extra months is not really outweighed by the extra profits of all those people buying them.

If I didnt have little nieces and newphews I would so love to boycott the whole easter egg thing. I really dont see the point of it all for a religious event.

But when you see their faces upon recieving egg after egg you cant stand there and be the evil uncle not handing some out! Its just too hard.

You may as well tag easter the chocolate festival and leave it at that.